I’ve been so down before that I never thought I’ll be able to rise again. Too much pain, drama, tears that I can’t even find the words to utter it all out. I know all those bullshits shall pass and end but I have no idea when. Everything seems to fall apart and nothing ever went right! I tried to be strong and pretended that nothing’s wrong but it’s not helping me in any ways. It’s only making the matters worst so I raised my hand. Let the pain numb me through time. Surrender my self to God when I felt like giving up.
Now I’m so much better than ever. Stronger and smarter. Just when I thought I wouldn’t be able to recover.
Life’s a bitch. We all know it, gotta learn how to deal with it. Never forget that every trial is a gift.
January 27, 2014
I started my day early because it’s Nigel’s red letter day! Binyagan na! Actually my mom is the one who made this all possible. Of course that damn ass hole is not invited! Not even his shadows! LOL
There he is, biting his lips and looking oh so cute! Who knows what’s on his mind? He could be anticipating… We never knew! :-P
That’s my mom who doesn’t really like dressing up for an occasion! Not to mention, camera shy. haha
And these are my beloved friends who served as God fathers and mothers to my child :)
To top it all of.. Everything went out well. I have a good feeling that this will be the start of some serious rejuvenation in our life! So who’s laughing now dude? HAHAHA